Selasa, 15 November 2011

Logika, Rasa Sakit, Kecewa, dan Kekosongan

1 jam yg lalu 'someone' message me and say the same word that ring a bell in my memory.."kenapa dy ngga bls bbmku? apa dy marah sama aq"..
im feel a bit tired hear this passage..
kenyataannya adalah dy hanya sayang pd mu pada saat dia membutuhkan mu..en dimana dia ketika kamu menangis? krn dia? en ketika dia sudah memblas bbm mu dgn kata2 "ini bukan salahmu koq en lg MALAS membhas hbgn kita berdua' trus? trus? km memaafkan dia? after this 4 years? oh wow he is good to make fun of you tapi km tetep mencintai dia en sayang dia...so what must i call you now? a true lover woman? a loyal girlfriend? or a fool? hhhh...i wish i can say this is none of my business...syg seribu syg saya ngga bisa..en for the 14th time you dont ever use my opinion..im very sad to hear/read that... you have blinded by love and forget your pride and position...
tapi ntah kenapa ini terasa seperti deja vu...
ternyata rasa syg yg deep blown away all logic and pain in this world..
and as i expected you have changed a lot my lovely friend and my past unforgetful love in college..you've changed and i'am sorry coz i forget that you always have your own way..
hope you happy and may be yes maybe..you more happy with just his message..
sorry to be a bad friend and youngsters..

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