1 jam yg lalu 'someone' message me and say the same word that ring a bell in my memory.."kenapa dy ngga bls bbmku? apa dy marah sama aq"..
im feel a bit tired hear this passage..
kenyataannya adalah dy hanya sayang pd mu pada saat dia membutuhkan mu..en dimana dia ketika kamu menangis? krn dia? en ketika dia sudah memblas bbm mu dgn kata2 "ini bukan salahmu koq en lg MALAS membhas hbgn kita berdua' trus? trus? km memaafkan dia? after this 4 years? oh wow he is good to make fun of you tapi km tetep mencintai dia en sayang dia...so what must i call you now? a true lover woman? a loyal girlfriend? or a fool? hhhh...i wish i can say this is none of my business...syg seribu syg saya ngga bisa..en for the 14th time you dont ever use my opinion..im very sad to hear/read that... you have blinded by love and forget your pride and position...
tapi ntah kenapa ini terasa seperti deja vu...
ternyata rasa syg yg deep blown away all logic and pain in this world..
and as i expected you have changed a lot my lovely friend and my past unforgetful love in college..you've changed and i'am sorry coz i forget that you always have your own way..
hope you happy and may be yes maybe..you more happy with just his message..
sorry to be a bad friend and youngsters..
Selasa, 15 November 2011
Minggu, 13 November 2011
Light Of Dawn
Before the sun closes
It loses its light
If the storm is blinding
Then I'll jump in before it beckons me
Everyone will be finished someday, right?
When that day comes-
Aim for the future that starts to turn
It's just that even if it has been recorded already
I'll search for it, even the meaning of getting hurt is in my hands
In order to be like me
At the place that surpassed the limit
There's the shine of a lone light
Wanting the shadow I missed out on seizing even more
I spurred myself on
Everyone wishes for it, right?
Even dreams that won't come true
Shake free from the past intertwined with you
It's just a fabrication that you casually arranged
In the pair of contradictions attracting one another
Dawn breaks faster than a blink
Even if our world
Is a seemingly weightless void
I stared hard
Dawn is already breaking ahead
A pulse echoes quietly
A voice... A voice again...
Aim for the future that starts to turn
It's just that even if it has been recorded already
I'll search for it, even the meaning of getting hurt is in my hands
In order to be like me
It loses its light
If the storm is blinding
Then I'll jump in before it beckons me
Everyone will be finished someday, right?
When that day comes-
Aim for the future that starts to turn
It's just that even if it has been recorded already
I'll search for it, even the meaning of getting hurt is in my hands
In order to be like me
At the place that surpassed the limit
There's the shine of a lone light
Wanting the shadow I missed out on seizing even more
I spurred myself on
Everyone wishes for it, right?
Even dreams that won't come true
Shake free from the past intertwined with you
It's just a fabrication that you casually arranged
In the pair of contradictions attracting one another
Dawn breaks faster than a blink
Even if our world
Is a seemingly weightless void
I stared hard
Dawn is already breaking ahead
A pulse echoes quietly
A voice... A voice again...
Aim for the future that starts to turn
It's just that even if it has been recorded already
I'll search for it, even the meaning of getting hurt is in my hands
In order to be like me
Senin, 07 November 2011
I Hate You Love Coz You Make Me Act Like A Fool
okay..tulisan ini sengaja dibuat untuk sedikit menekan dan membuat ORE SAMA kembali ke pikiran sehat lagi tentang what people have but i only have it for amount of 3 month ..hm..yup Luph.
hari ini rasanya pgen memeluk seseorang just to control this emotion
tapi ngga ad yg pgen d peluk gratis (ya iy dun bisa2 ane d tabok ampe ke awang2 lagih), too bad coz "menurut penelitian manusia itu at least dalam sehari mesti berpelukan dgn seseorang untuk menetralisir hawa dalam tubuhnya yg sedang bergelora"..(penelitian dilakukan oleh ilmuwan dari india abad ke 17: sebut saja shah rul khan) hehehe
yeah i know man are selfish being..and i try to be selfish just for this one nite..coz everything just ("bang..bang..syuttt..jegerrr duarrr meledak deh"), gt lah..ampe sekarang ni otak masi panas...
i know semua yg terjadi ini karena 'sin' yang kulakukan before..tp ngga nyangka seberat ini..i just make a fool of myself and easily bewitched by lovely voice (siren), good looking (medusa), and warm hug (batara durga)..
I just want to ask to myself..why i still stuck in 'phrase love' and 'happiness'
I Hate It! I Hate It!!
You already take half of my love and throw it to a garbage can..but now you still make an condition to make us be friend again? what am i really to you? a man? a fool? or a doll?
*start to make alternate persona*
hari ini rasanya pgen memeluk seseorang just to control this emotion
tapi ngga ad yg pgen d peluk gratis (ya iy dun bisa2 ane d tabok ampe ke awang2 lagih), too bad coz "menurut penelitian manusia itu at least dalam sehari mesti berpelukan dgn seseorang untuk menetralisir hawa dalam tubuhnya yg sedang bergelora"..(penelitian dilakukan oleh ilmuwan dari india abad ke 17: sebut saja shah rul khan) hehehe
yeah i know man are selfish being..and i try to be selfish just for this one nite..coz everything just ("bang..bang..syuttt..jegerrr duarrr meledak deh"), gt lah..ampe sekarang ni otak masi panas...
i know semua yg terjadi ini karena 'sin' yang kulakukan before..tp ngga nyangka seberat ini..i just make a fool of myself and easily bewitched by lovely voice (siren), good looking (medusa), and warm hug (batara durga)..
I just want to ask to myself..why i still stuck in 'phrase love' and 'happiness'
I Hate It! I Hate It!!
You already take half of my love and throw it to a garbage can..but now you still make an condition to make us be friend again? what am i really to you? a man? a fool? or a doll?
*start to make alternate persona*
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